晚上打完球,从阿DIN手上接过那瓶熟悉的西塘雕王, 思绪马上飞回那些日子.

那些是完全自由的日子,那些是完全属于自己的日子,那些也是属于朋友的日子, 那些在西塘,在杭州的日子. 走过半个中国,我以为自己不再会对旅途中的人和事动心,但很多次我都错了. 还记得以前自己曾经坚信, 我们一出生, 心就散落在世界各地, 旅行就是拾回心的碎片的过程. 这个道理被我淡忘了几年, 可是真理始终是真理, 无论我再怎么鄙视它, 它都是存在的.

4月的江南之游, 让我看到了真正的古镇, 也让我认识到一个道理, 能和好朋友开怀喝酒实在是人生最美的美事, 特别是坐在一片盛开的油菜花中,面对着一江春水, 啖一口淡淡的黄酒, 拌上歌声, 那种感觉如果一个人一生有那么一次也就够了.

昨天回家,在晚报上看到关于乌镇的介绍,那烟雾氤氲的意境马上把我再度包围, SMS了阿DIN, 刚好她也想再去一次,可是回头一想, 也罢,再去一次还有那感觉吗? 少了阿星我们还会这么快活吗? 旅游最美妙的事就在于它独特, 无论你去同一个地方多少次, 每次的感觉都是不一样的. 我去过阳朔超过5次了, 但怎么也寻不回03年那个夏天, 每天懒洋洋在街上瞎逛的感觉.

我一直有个梦想,回去贵州,回去那个有着吊脚楼, 大银头饰，蓝天白云的苗寨。可是我也害怕，害怕面对那可能发生的改变。

人生总是这样的矛盾，但也是在这种矛盾中我们一直前进，害怕面对过去，我们只能寻找未知的将来，或许那里有过去的某片影子，或许，我们或许就这样一直寻找心的归宿。

最近很彷徨，从上海回来我就被宿舍的人起了个外号，会议佬。是啊，进了AIESEC短短半年已经参加了3个会议，问题其实并不在此，而是觉得除了参加会议，我到底真正做了什么？虽然我现在是EB，但我excute了什么？没有！我真正做了什么？没有！那天OPHENIA的一句话提醒了我，连我自己都不知道自己的领导风格，谈何领导别人？

 

昨天晚上MICHELLE给我看了未来老板HOUSTON的博，加入AIESEC短短5个月，创立了AIESEC武汉分会，竞选上MC VPER，武汉分会也在他的带领下茁壮成长。我发现这才是我真正想要的。

 

尽管会议很无聊，学到的东西也真的有限，却让我在这个平台上认识了很多很有抱负很能干的人，也让我看清了以后的方向。我要在商场上创一番事业，然后就能站在更好的平台上帮助我能帮助的人了。

 

空想总是浪费时间的，要take a great leap forward了！！

 

不知道从哪里开始写好, 翻看RIC的照片, 看到JACK JACK ARMANI猥琐的样子还是会笑到喷饭. 虽然心里想说的是RIC做的真的很烂, 但还是让我感到非常温暖. 我是属于集体的人,呆在一大帮人里我觉得很舒服. 小蜜蜂团队这次在RIC大出风头, 不仅自我高潮, 还给其它LC的人留下深刻印象, IMAGE BULDING成功!!

下次的会议就看不到REX 和 JACK了, 真的很想再和他们去ROOM 趴,很想对他们说,他们就是ROOM PARTY新高度啊!!

RIC完毕在华东游荡了几天,神仙一样, 每天包里总放着西塘老酒的瓶子,里面装着不同的酒, 那种感觉很酒鬼, 不过也很豪爽,哈哈. 主要还是有阿星和阿DIN陪着, 可以尽情玩, 不需要考虑太多东西. 晚上三人同睡一张床, 安乐无比(好象很色情,大家不要误会啊).

最搞笑的事情: 那天听了酒吧老板的指引,花100大元坐车从浙江穿过上海去到江苏锦溪古镇, 谁知因为太过原始落荒而逃, 最终三人猜拳决定去哪里,明知要去的是周庄,还是编出一大堆理由说服自己回西塘, 最后在2个多小时的三轮摩托上坐弯了腰. 知道自己未必过得了苦日子, 却暗自下定决心一定要再去过过简衣素食的生活.

在杭州青旅, 认识2个月都没有回去过过夜的牛人,总是能找到不同的地方睡,而且大部分是女的. 和叫呀呀的大苏格兰牧羊犬在院子里踢球是很新鲜的感受.

谢谢WENDY,郭楠在上海陪吃饭:) 谢谢MIUMIU, ARTHUR在杭州请吃饭,谢谢JENNIFER带我去吃杭州小吃. 一路有你们, 我的人生才如此丰富.

 

发句牢骚, 回来广州后忙到翻, 可能没有那么多时间搭理大家了,请原谅

I have no choice but to type my words in a room full of noises come out of my 4 aiesec mates, patrick, gaius, LK, wes. GOD, it is so hard to say a word right now, with memories flowing on my mind.

the very short RIC in Shanghai has come to an end today. It is so so so important for me, and maybe, for my dear delegates from Guangzhou. Frankly speaking, the scheduel, content and trainings worth so little that I can nearly ignore them, but it is from this conference I know exactly my AIESEC way of life.

before going to shanghai, I was so busy with the CD things, booking train tickets, transfering money to OC, making lots of calls, I did learned something from all these trivial stuffs.

on the train, also as the CD and the leader of guangzhou delegation, I had to try my best to make our new members and SNs feel comfortable and at ease. Out of my expectation, the whole team is so great, so nice and so familiar with each other. I can hardly find another experience in a team that there was only harmony between team members.

during conference, I got the chance to attend the LCP meeting instead of Constance and therefpre I got the chance to know what the real national and professional AIESEC team is, and I got to have an idea that I can do better and better in my AIESEC life once I strive for it.

in the 2 room parties that I joined, I got the chance to meet up so many smart boys, beautiful girls, BT boys or ugly girls. but anyway, we did have a great time making fun with each other. will never forget the party which lasted until 6:30 in the morning.

in RIC, I got so many supports from my friends, MARS, VINCENT, KEN, WES, SUSAN, LK, PATRICK, GAIUS, JACK, MIUMIU, JENNIFER, FERGIE, ARTHUR, JOLIN, VICENT LEE, IRENE, FISH, KEVIN AND SO ON AND SO ON. I will never forget what you did to show me that I am actually working in a family!

still remember this afternoon on the closing plenary, when 1/3 of the people were crying in the room, when fish told us what she was crying for, when my eyes were filled with tears, I really know that I have made a right decision, I chose RIC, I chose AIESEC, I chose to be a changing agent! I know I will never regret for this.